so long since i post something here....
reading those posts i wrote in the past make me realise how childish i was. how ridiculous i am. LOL
30/1 chinese new year eve.
new year resolution:
pink in health
tian tian kai xin
excel in studies
excel in dance
more dance opportunities
no troubles and worries
money money come!!
bu dong zhen qing!
and thats all...
LOLLLL
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5:52 AM [ Thursday, January 30, 2014 ]
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10:11 AM [ Thursday, August 1, 2013 ]
{ Your love
10:13 AM [ Wednesday, July 31, 2013 ]
Another lonely night...
After listening to the song "your love" by cradle/ soulbirds
It reminds me of you...
I know we are over.. Completely over.. But I jus.. Jus can't forget
Can't forget the memories we had... The good n bad memories:(
There's time when I really wish I can jus wait for u at your downstairs.. Wait for u to appear..
Jus one min is all I need..I really miss u:(
I really miss u.... Can I love you?:(
After listening to the song "your love" by cradle/ soulbirds
It reminds me of you...
I know we are over.. Completely over.. But I jus.. Jus can't forget
Can't forget the memories we had... The good n bad memories:(
There's time when I really wish I can jus wait for u at your downstairs.. Wait for u to appear..
Jus one min is all I need..I really miss u:(
I really miss u.... Can I love you?:(
{ The past
9:43 AM [ Monday, July 29, 2013 ]
I promise I won camwhore with u again
I promise I won be unreasonable again
I promise I will be more understanding
I promise to put in more effort in this r/s
I promise I won make u cry again
I promise I won quarrel with U again
I promise to be more mature
Jus hoping that...
No.. It won happen... Ever again...
No use saying all these
My fate has been set...
Jus hope that u can find your happiness soon... Someone who can give your happiness, love everything u want and need... I will be more than happy...
If we are meant Tgt, we will patch back and apparently it won happen. Hahah! All the best to you... Invite me to your marriage... I wan to see u happy. Happier than me.
Thanks for the memories... I will always rmb it. Be it happy... Be it sad. It will stay in my heart forever.... I love you...
I promise I won be unreasonable again
I promise I will be more understanding
I promise to put in more effort in this r/s
I promise I won make u cry again
I promise I won quarrel with U again
I promise to be more mature
Jus hoping that...
No.. It won happen... Ever again...
No use saying all these
My fate has been set...
Jus hope that u can find your happiness soon... Someone who can give your happiness, love everything u want and need... I will be more than happy...
If we are meant Tgt, we will patch back and apparently it won happen. Hahah! All the best to you... Invite me to your marriage... I wan to see u happy. Happier than me.
Thanks for the memories... I will always rmb it. Be it happy... Be it sad. It will stay in my heart forever.... I love you...
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9:21 AM [ Monday, February 18, 2013 ]
suddenly feel so sorry for those who.....
my hi and bye frens... i realise i am the one leaving them not them......
but its for their own good right? but i really hate this feeling. leaving them jus because they like me?
losing a fren jus because of this...-,-'
i have alr changed but why do.....
ARGH. dk what i'm talking
i really hope to find someone who i can talk this to without being judged. i really need a listening ear on this... i gonna explode soon:(
my hi and bye frens... i realise i am the one leaving them not them......
but its for their own good right? but i really hate this feeling. leaving them jus because they like me?
losing a fren jus because of this...-,-'
i have alr changed but why do.....
ARGH. dk what i'm talking
i really hope to find someone who i can talk this to without being judged. i really need a listening ear on this... i gonna explode soon:(
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9:15 AM [ ]
its been so long since i last post...
thanks to the personal twitter i have, to rant all my unhappiness there...
but nobody knows it anyway...
gathered all my courage to find clar on valentines day. it's really hurting when ming ming ren shi, que jia zhuang bu ren si. it seems that the chances of patching back is..... hais.
probably he is my first and that is why it seems so hard to move on. what about him? does he still have feeling for me? did he cry, or xin yang yang when he sees me? did he know how sad i were that day:( noooooooooooooooo.. he never know. hahahaha! MOVE ON LAR HOR!!
i also don wanna have a bf now..
i feel quite fortunate to know apple, a good fren of mine. someone i can rely on, someone whom i really cherish. i feel so comfortable with her.
thanks to the personal twitter i have, to rant all my unhappiness there...
but nobody knows it anyway...
gathered all my courage to find clar on valentines day. it's really hurting when ming ming ren shi, que jia zhuang bu ren si. it seems that the chances of patching back is..... hais.
probably he is my first and that is why it seems so hard to move on. what about him? does he still have feeling for me? did he cry, or xin yang yang when he sees me? did he know how sad i were that day:( noooooooooooooooo.. he never know. hahahaha! MOVE ON LAR HOR!!
i also don wanna have a bf now..
i feel quite fortunate to know apple, a good fren of mine. someone i can rely on, someone whom i really cherish. i feel so comfortable with her.
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11:40 PM [ Wednesday, August 29, 2012 ]
or maybe i just wan to be mysterious?
but its all because
somethings happen before and i did not want it to happen again.
me don like, but no matter what, some guys will still wanna do that-.-''
other gals may like it, but me... no
my fren asked for my house address...
but since i promised him i would not lie to him, i jus say " if u don wan me to lie to u, don ask"
and lucky he understand :D
n the reason for asking is to buy bbt for me..
knew it...
PHEW~
but its all because
somethings happen before and i did not want it to happen again.
me don like, but no matter what, some guys will still wanna do that-.-''
other gals may like it, but me... no
my fren asked for my house address...
but since i promised him i would not lie to him, i jus say " if u don wan me to lie to u, don ask"
and lucky he understand :D
n the reason for asking is to buy bbt for me..
knew it...
PHEW~
